my heart want to say :

i hate you because i love you.

i hate you because
you make me fall in love with you.
i hate you because
you make me jealous.
i hate you because
you make me always dream about you.
i hate you because
you gave me beautiful and happy moments.
i hate you because
you leave me without words.
i hate you  because
you make me crazy waiting for you.
i hate you because
you make me sick without your love.
i hate you because
i cannot live without you.
i hate you because
i cannot smile without you.
i hate you because
i always remember you.
i hate you because
i cannot sleep well without your goodnites.
i hate you because
im not like what i am.
i hate you because
my weight loss.
i hate you because
till now i cannot accept that you are not
for me anymore.
i hate you because
till now I still love you.

I hate you so much NRMN! because I do love you.